tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-124459892011-04-21T18:38:05.138-07:00CaRiBiNeR n RaChAeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05883724877266447417noreply@blogger.comBlogger81100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12445989.post-1120554214294485922005-07-05T01:27:00.000-07:002005-07-05T02:03:34.303-07:00today is the second day.....he told me the ugly like the ugly.....i was like....please lor....i where got ugly....then he say the handsome like the pretty......pls lor.....so diao.....i where got pretty.....<br /><br />so lame.....so diao.....so stupid lor....<br /><br />so happy...........^^<br /><br />-RachaeL`<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12445989-112055421429448592?l=footpriintx-of-euu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaRiBiNeR n RaChAeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05883724877266447417noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12445989.post-1118729523462147832005-06-14T14:15:00.000-07:002005-06-13T23:12:03.466-07:002 more days to the most special day in my life...<br /><br />felt weird today....went to mr siow's place today...had a splitting headache and saw nicholas....but when i was home....the pain was no longer around.....so weird....<br /><br />went for F.S.I(Fencing Singapore International) and saw singapore's top fencer but didn't believe it.....long hair with a bandanna...when i saw him from the back i thot he was a girl taking part in MEN's foil...kekez....so idiotic.....cannot even win korea.....failure...<br />and that stupis alexcbobok....think he so grat....oso kena hit by eugene......although lose.....but bo-bian mahz......wat to do......<br /><br />went to watch madagascar with xiong and tt 2 monkeys...damn funny lor...i like tt part when the help became hell and the smile and wave part...so diao lor.......<br /><br />hahax.....i really can't wait........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12445989-111872952346214783?l=footpriintx-of-euu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaRiBiNeR n RaChAeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05883724877266447417noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12445989.post-1117009146889615572005-05-25T01:18:00.000-07:002005-05-25T01:19:06.893-07:00The Weight Of Your Resentments<br /><br />Are you carrying around any unnecessary weight? No I’m not talking about excess baggage or extra body fat. These kind of weight cannot be tangibly measured. It’s a weight of resentments for other people that you burden your hearts and mind with.<br /><br />A teacher once told each of her students to bring a clear plastic bag and a sack of potatoes to school. For each person they refused to forgive in their life experience, they chose a potato, wrote it the name and date and put it in the plastic bag. Some of the bags were quite heavy. They were then told to carry this bag with them everywhere for a week, putting it beside their bed at night, on the car-seat when driving, next to their desk at work. The hassle of lugging this around with them made it clear what a weight they were carrying spiritually, and how they had to pay attention to it all the time to not forget and keep leaving it in embarrassing places. Naturally the condition of the potatoes deteriorated to a nasty, smelly slime. This was a great metaphor for the price we pay for keeping our pain and heavy negativity. Too often we think of forgiveness as a gift to the other person, when really it is a gift for ourselves.<br /><br />So look inside yourself. How many potatoes of grudges are you carrying for someone else? How many have festered and decomposed to such an extent that you cannot even remember the reason you put them into your sack. Every grudge you harbour for someone else is a burden your soul has to bear. And in a long run, you will turn into a bitter and loveless person, unforgiving, full of ill, spite, and worst of all, unloved. For who can love someone who is being dragged down by the weight of his or her resentment for others. In life, everyone has their own load to bear. Their own wagon of unhappiness, dissatisfaction and insecurities to hold. No matter how others betray themselves, we can never truly understand the reason for their behaviour and image. Very often the reason for which we resent someone are themselves petty, and unfounded. The people around you may seem at various times to be selfish, arrogant, self-indulgent, uncaring, obnoxious, rude, partial, stupid, lazy or cranky. But how can you claim to understand the cause of these perceptions? Very often, people use these as shields or as waste to deal with the insecurities and obstacles they face in life. So instead of putting yet another potato of resentment into your sack, try understanding him or her. You might find out that he or she isn’t so detestable afterall. Everyone has their own redeeming value. At the very least, you have one less burden in your sack. Over time, you’ll find it easier and easier to get rid of these unnecessary weights.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12445989-111700914688961557?l=footpriintx-of-euu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaRiBiNeR n RaChAeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05883724877266447417noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12445989.post-1116317043978907972005-05-17T17:16:00.000-07:002005-05-17T01:04:03.983-07:00hahaz....sooo happy...got no school....but sec 3 and 4 more lucky...2 days no need go to school...next year sure no such thing...<br /><br />haiz...can't wait for friday to approach...we going bintan....club med...hahax....cant wait to play watersports with kavan,terence,dom,turner and kel.....hahax....<br /><br />haiz...tomorrow take results.....DIE!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12445989-111631704397890797?l=footpriintx-of-euu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaRiBiNeR n RaChAeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05883724877266447417noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12445989.post-1116236810065673052005-05-16T02:27:00.000-07:002005-05-16T02:46:50.073-07:00yeys~ overcame the "phobia" of taking exams...but now another one is here...the results we're going to get....hahaz.....can't make it...haiz~can't wait to see my maths results...paper 2 is mr quek mark de....can't expect much...haiz~can't make it... ;)<br /><br />can't help wondering 'bout my feelings...want to detest him...want to ignore him...but can't stop thinkking...can't help clicking the cursor to unblock.....luckily i stop in time....heng.....:P<br /><br />sian.....nothing to do...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12445989-111623681006567305?l=footpriintx-of-euu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaRiBiNeR n RaChAeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05883724877266447417noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12445989.post-1115362334678808392005-05-12T16:44:00.000-07:002005-05-12T01:38:58.996-07:00hahaz.....35 more days to my special day.....tried calling oke today....but no one at home.....he said tt this week got lots of tests.....but to be honest...i dun believe.....=P....haiz~science sure fail liao le.....D7,E8,F9...wat can i get?if i ever get a C5 in science....i will go up the 16 storey building and jump down.....kekez...<br />JJ pissed me off today....so pissed off.....wat did he mean by he want to play basketball...it's like he could play anytime he want....say will call me back....i bet wont de......urgh!!!!<br />hahax.....eat-shit so pai-seh....i called him eat-shit in front of his friends...and his friends thought i councillar......hahax......cok eye...<br />toked to caribiner....annette gave it all away....but luckily i cleared up the mess.....heng never chai chuan.....he asked me not to miss him so much......wonder wat he meant.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12445989-111536233467880839?l=footpriintx-of-euu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaRiBiNeR n RaChAeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05883724877266447417noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12445989.post-1115284754122048212005-05-05T02:06:00.000-07:002005-05-05T02:19:14.126-07:00talked to eat-shit today...felt tt he made a good friend....he wanted to look for mrs choong...but she wasn't in....like got no fate between each other.....boo-hoo~....<br />wat if caribiner asks me again?Lavina and Bev told me to tell him...but i not so thick-skinned...how?wat should i do?!?but i really miss him!!!<br />really feel like giving up on everything....cant stand her!!!she always think tt she's right...and always scold me like a dog and dosen't feel tt she hurt me?!?why dosen't caribiner help me???<br />feel depressed and stressed...<br />exams approaching!!!!how to cope!!!hmm...perhaps i get oke to help me wif science...and ric to help me in art...afterall...they're more experienced...my ex-senior.....=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12445989-111528475412204821?l=footpriintx-of-euu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaRiBiNeR n RaChAeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05883724877266447417noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12445989.post-1115111257470264902005-05-03T17:10:00.000-07:002005-05-03T02:07:37.470-07:00haha...it's 44 days more to my special day....<br />my new blog...but old one...i will still blog there...cant bear to part with tt blogskin...<br />talked to stupid instructor today....dun noe y i still call him stupid instructor...afterall...he helpl me through tt stupid piece of wall...<br />hahax...<br />im soo deeply in love...haiz...exams cuming.....argh...<br />got back my chinese compo marks...thot i could do better...but one of the good ones...<br />got to go study...i want to do well tis time...dun noe wat to do with my science....sigh~...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12445989-111511125747026490?l=footpriintx-of-euu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CaRiBiNeR n RaChAeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05883724877266447417noreply@blogger.com0